Hey all! Im leaving for Germany quite soon. I'm so nervous, but SO VERY MUCH EXCITED!!! I'm staying in Freiburg, Germany. I like bragging about my family, because their so amazing! I love them! I'll have 9 brothers and sisters. Here's the picture of them. Also, here's a picture of my mother and father in Germany.

I dunno if it worked... Ill post more later.

Amy

1. What is your FULL name? Amy Nichole Ferrell

2. What colour pants are you wearing? Black curdorouy

3. What are you listening to right now? The sound a computer makes.. I wish it were Simon Daum

4. What are the last four digits of your phone number? in germany... there arent really last digits.. my number 0761 77714
5. What was the last thing you ate? lunch ;)

6. If you were a crayon, what colour would you be? blue

7. Where do you plan to go on your honeymoon?  Hopefully Germany or somewhere else romantic

8. How is the weather right now? I dunno...Um..SEHR CALT!!
9. Last person you talked to on the phone? My mother

10. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Personality, then eyes...oh man.. I love eyes

11. Do you like the person that sent you this? Well, I copied it from Megans journal.. so i dunno... sure.

12. How are you today? Wonderful!
13. Favorite drink? Carrot and orange juice mix.
15. How do you eat an Oreo? I twist the cookie off, then lick the filling. Mmm.....

16. Favourite sport: Baseball, ice skating, circus...yupa.

17. What's the last CD you bought? Wow... I dont remember, honestly, I don't. 

18. Hair colour? Blonde! :)

19. Eye Colour: Blue-green-grey

20. Do you wear contacts? nopa, Im a natural blue ;)

21. Siblings and their ages: Wow... here we go. Travis,33; Angela, 31; Christina, 29; Angie, 27; Nathan, 26, then MOI! :)

22. Favourite month? December

23. Favourite food? in germany, everything
24. Last movie you watched? Princess Diaries
 
25. Favourite day of the year? Any day in December... I love the Christmas Spirit.

26. Do you like scary or happy movies better? happy
27. Summer or Winter? Winter

28. Hugs or Kisses? both
29. Relationship or one night stands? Seriously?? Relationships
30. Chocolate or vanilla? VANILLA!

31. Do you want your friends to write back? Sure, they can comment if they want.

32. Who is most likely to respond? I dunno...

33. Who is least likely to respond? Same as above.

34. Living Arrangements? right now, Illi, Klaus, Cordilia, Bodo, Manuel, Julian and me.
35. What books are you reading? The Perfect Stom.
36. What's on your mouse pad? Not using one.
37. Favourite board game? Disney Monopoly

38. Favourite magazine? ELLE, Seventeen, Cosmogirl

39. Favourite Smells? Anything on a german guy... they smell so good lol.

40. Least favourite smell? Sewage
41. Worst feeling in the world? Guilt
42. What is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning? another hour... please! 
43.Favourite colour? Blue, red, and green, oh! and PINK!

44. How many rings before you answer the phone?  It depends on who it is..... lol

45. Do you think the glass is half empty or half full? half full

46. Favourite movies? Tuck Everlasting, The Lizzie McGuire Movie, Big Fish, Harry Potter 123, LOTR 123. hmm..Pocahantas, Lion King.....

47. What's under your bed?  my laptop case

48. Favourite number? 4,6

49. One nice thing about the person who sent this to you?

50. What CD/tape do you have in your car? i dont really have a car right now :(
51. Favourite TV shows: Im not sure... Oprah!

52. Who is your dream Guy? NATHAN WADSWORTH
 
54. Favorite clothing store(s)? Charlotte Russe, Tally Wehl, Wet Seal

55. Favorite video game(s): None... please.

56. What was the highlight of your year? Being able to go to Germany
57. Nicknames? Aimster, Aimes, Amo 

58. Favourite Chips? as if...

NEXT!
1. What time is it? 18:03
2. Name as it appears on your birth certificate? Amy Nichole Ferrell

3. Nicknames: Eww..... not again...

4. Parents names: Laurie and Joe

5. Number of candles that appeared on your last birthday cake: 17! oooo ;)

6. Date that you regularly blow them out? April 6th baby!

7. Pets: 2 boxers, Jake and Zoe

8. Eye color: *sighs* blueish

9. Hair color: Blonde
 
10. Piercing: ears 

11. Tattoos: none

12. How much do you love your job? I dont have one right now.

13. Favorite color: Seriously??? Im NOT repeating this. 

14. Hometown: Fayetteville, North Carolina!! :)

15. Current residence: Bradenton/Sarasota Florida

16. Dream Vacation? Germany, and France

17. Been to Africa? Nopa! I want to though...

18. Been toilet papering? I wish ;)

19. Have you loved somebody so much it made you cry? Oh yea... I still do. Everyone in the ward knows who lol...
 
20. Been in a car accident? haha.... yes....shh...lol

21. Croutons or bacon bits? neither...ew

22. Sprite or 7 up? sprite! :) Mmmm...

23. Favorite movie: Once again... look above...

24. Favorite day of the week? Friday nights... ;)

25. Favorite Restaurant? I dunno....um... The Country Buffet, or China Buffet...good stuff

26. Favorite Toothpaste: Crest

27. Favorite flowers: Dandilions, and/or roses 

28. Favorite Drink? hehehehehe

29. Favorite sport to watch? Ice Skating and Baseball

30. Preferred type of ice cream? Vanilla

32. Disney or Warner Brothers? Disney!!!

33. Favorite Fast food? Sonics or Dairy Queen

34. Who is the last person you got e-mail from before this? Horoscope from Astrocenter
 
35. Have you ever been convicted of a crime? no...lol 

36. Which single store would you choose to max out your credit cards? Seriously?! Wet Seal
37. What do you most often do when you are bored?  get on-line.. play piano

38. Who is your friend who lives farthest away? well right now... everyone in America... but Manda in Montana
39. Are you fun or boring? Im fun! and boring... 

40. Bedtime? its around 11

41. Who will respond the quickest to this?

42. Who is the person you sent this to that is the
least likely to respond?

43. Favorite all time TV show? I cant really watch tv...lol
44. Last person you went out to dinner or lunch with? wow... i havent been out to eat in a LONG TIME.
47. Most recently read book? A Nicholas Sparks one.

48. When was your last hospital visit? Dont go to the Hospital

49. Time you finished this? 18:06

Well....

I talked to him tonight..... until about 4am. Gosh, I miss him. We didn't get very far, and he still said that he wanted to be friends.  F***! Seriously..... if only I followed my instincts, I would NOT be in this situation. But no. You know, maybe I should follow that comment left, and just go out and have sex....nah. Haha, Anthony calls sex "Stress Reliever". LOL. Maybe I should call him one day and just be like "Anthony, I need a stress reliever" lol.

For people who are shocked to hear me talk like this.... sorry, but get over it. I'm becomming tired of people telling me what to and what not to do with my life. Seriously, It's MY life after all, correct?

You know, I think Anthony will make a good friend.....except for I'll always want to kiss him... and do other stuff. Tonight for instance.... oh well. Ehh...... I need him in my life.

It was so weird... we were wrestling... and we were flirting. And it almost seemed as if he didn't want to flirt with me. So he was like "I give up." I dunno.... like I said... it was weird. He also said some pretty mean things, but I know he was kidding. Some things he wasn't kidding about. You know, Anthony doesn't think that we have that much in common..... that's not true. I know that we have so much more than that... it's just thinking of it. Maybe I should onto that now. CYA

Amo 

Well,

You know, whenever something wrong happens in my relationship with Anthony.... it always seems to be my fault.... no matter what. For instance.... tonight.

Tonight was supposed to be our "night" together. Well.... he forgot, and made plans with his friends to go see a movie. Well....once I reminded him what night it was, he canceled his plans with his friends, him and I went out to dinner with my parents. After that, I drove him to his house, where we began watching "Interview with the Vampire." Well, he layed down on his sofa bed thing, and said "Lay down too, I'm tired of you sitting up." Well, truthfully, there wasn't any room. So I sat up. Boy, did he get pissed off at me. After about an hour and a half of sitting, I was starting to become VERY uncomfortable. I wanted to lay down beside him so bad.... but there wasn't any room. Before I knew it, he had left the room furiously, and went outside. Well, I went outside to look for him, and I couldnt find him. So I went back inside. About 5 minutes later, he came back inside, and washed his hands. I fiqured that he got so mad he went and hit a wall. Well, I tryed explaining myself to him, and why I didn't lay down next to him, and I reached out to him, with my hand, but he pushed it away. Just ERRRRRRR...... he makes me feel so guilty about everything freakin' thing I do. So he said we should call it a night... and I drove to Wal-mart in tears. Tomorrow's his graduation, so I wanted to get him something.

I told him that I was sorry, and wanted to kiss him so bad, but I knew that if I did, it may not of been returned, and when that kiss isn't returned.... your doomed..

You know, my grandmother once told me that I wouldn't cry over someone I didn't love. Maybe it's true.... but right now, I don't see how I can love someone who doesn't love me.

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"And the Lord said unto Moses, Go on before the people, and take with thee of the elders of Israel; and thy rod, wherewith thou smotest the river, take in thine hand, and go."

Wow... I've been having a rough time with my testimony. I miss the old me. The person who'd listen to people, the person who'd try to read the scriptures every day. I really miss it. So I'm going to turn everything around. Im going to start now. I'm so sorry for anyone that I've offended. I really am.

I miss my relationship with God, and the closeness I had with the church. I've been falling pretty hard.

I've been dating a non-member for over a month, and I feel like that's been making me fall. A lot of temptations come with being in a relationship, Im realizing. I feel as if I should break it off, but I like it so much. I'm just tired of being in a relationship with a lot of cussing, and other stuff. I just don't think I can handle it anymore. Well, I think that's about it. Goodnight yall. Love you.

Ok! Wow, I surely have a lot to say.

Ok, on my birthday, well that night actually, Anthony took me out to the China Buffet. Then we went Minature golfing. I wanted to play air-hockey so he took me to Chuck E. Cheese to play lol. I know... Chuck E. Cheese. You would fiqure since we work there, then that would be the last place to go. But I wanted to play, so we did. The best part's coming up.......

That night he called me. Guess what?? He asked me out! lol. It was a very creative way that he asked me. I of course said yes. Tomorrow it'll be 2 weeks. I'll try to post a picture of us from prom. He's seriously one of the sweetest guys. Cute too :)

Ok, another issue. Wait.... I forgot what I was going to say. Um.... hmm... Well, I guess I'll save more for later.... oh wait! Last Tuesday I got into a car accident. It wasn't extremly bad, but my mom took my car away-yup it was my fault. The good thing is that I didn't get a ticket. So that was good. Yea.... ok, I'll post a picture of Anthony and me. Yall let me know what you think, ok? hehehe.